Just keep breathing in and out like this. Don't be interested
in anything else. It doesn't matter even if someone is standing on
their head with their ass in the air. Don't pay it any attention.
Just stay with the in-breath and the out-breath. Concentrate your
awareness on the breath. Just keep doing it.
Don't take up anything else. There's no need to think about gaining
things. Don't take up anything at all. Simply know the in- breath
and the out-breath. The in-breath and the out-breath. Bud
on the in-breath; dho on the out-breath. Just stay with the
breath in this way until you are aware of the in-breath and aware
of the out-breath....aware of the in-breath....aware of the out-breath.
Be aware in this way until the mind is peaceful, without irritation,
without agitation, merely the breath going out and coming in. Let
your mind remain in this state. You don't need a goal yet. It's this
state that is the first stage of practice.
If the mind is at ease, if it's at peace then it will be naturally
aware. As you keep doing it, the breath diminishes, becomes softer.
The body becomes pliable, the mind becomes pliable. It's a natural
process. Sitting is comfortable: you're not dull, you don't nod, you're
not sleepy. The mind has a natural fluency about whatever it does.
It is still. It is at peace. And then when you leave the samādhi,
you say to yourself, 'Wow, what was that?' You recall the peace that
you've just experienced. And you never forget it.
The thing which follows along with us is called sati, the
power of recollection, and sampajañña, self-awareness. Whatever
we say or do, wherever we go, on almsround or whatever, in eating
the meal, washing our almsbowl, then be aware of what it's all about.
Be constantly mindful. Follow the mind.
When you're practising walking meditation (cankama), have
a walking path, say from one tree to another, about 50 feet in length.
Walking cankama is the same as sitting meditation. Focus
your awareness: ''Now, I am going to put forth effort. With strong
recollection and self-awareness I am going to pacify my mind.'' The
object of concentration depends on the person. Find what suits you.
Some people spread mettā to all sentient beings and
then leading with their right foot, walk at a normal pace, using the
mantra 'Buddho' in conjunction with the walking. Continually
being aware of that object. If the mind becomes agitated then stop,
calm the mind and then resume walking. Constantly self-aware. Aware
at the beginning of the path, aware at every stage of the path, the
beginning, the middle and the end. Make this knowing continuous.
This is a method, focussing on walking cankama. Walking cankama
means walking to and fro. It's not easy. Some people see us walking
up and down and think we're crazy. They don't realize that walking
cankama gives rise to great wisdom. Walk to and fro. If you're
tired then stand and still your mind. Focus on making the breathing
comfortable. When it is reasonably comfortable then switch the attention
to walking again,
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