Training this mind... actually there's nothing much
to this mind. It's simply radiant in and of itself. It's naturally
peaceful. Why the mind doesn't feel peaceful right now is because
it gets lost in its own moods. There's nothing to mind itself. It
simply abides in its natural state, that's all. That sometimes the
mind feels peaceful and other times not peaceful is because it has
been tricked by these moods. The untrained mind lacks wisdom. It's
foolish. Moods come and trick it into feeling pleasure one minute
and suffering the next. Happiness then sadness. But the natural state
of a person's mind isn't one of happiness or sadness. This experience
of happiness and sadness is not the actual mind itself, but just these
moods which have tricked it. The mind gets lost, carried away by these
moods with no idea what's happening. And as a result, we experience
pleasure and pain accordingly, because the mind has not been trained
yet. It still isn't very clever. And we go on thinking that it's our
mind which is suffering or our mind which is happy, when actually
it's just lost in its various moods.
The point is that really this mind of ours is naturally
peaceful.
It's still and calm like a leaf that is not being blown about by the
wind. But if the wind blows then it flutters. It does that because
of the wind. And so with the mind it's because of these moods - getting
caught up with thoughts. If the mind didn't get lost in these moods
it wouldn't flutter about. If it understood the nature of thoughts
it would just stay still. This is called the natural state of the
mind. And why we have come to practice now is to see the mind in this
original state. We think that the mind itself is actually pleasurable
or peaceful. But really the mind has not created any real pleasure
or pain. These thoughts have come and tricked it and it has got caught
up in them. So we really have to come and train our minds in order
to grow in wisdom. So that we understand the true nature of thoughts
rather than just following them blindly.
The mind is naturally peaceful. It's in order to understand
just this
much that we have come together to do this difficult practice of
meditation.
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