Meditate reciting Buddho, Buddho 2 until it penetrates deep into the heart of your consciousness (citta).
The word ''Buddho'' represents the awareness and wisdom
of the Buddha. In practice, you must depend on this word more than
anything else. The awareness it brings will lead you to understand
the truth about your own mind. It's a true refuge, which means that
there is both mindfulness and insight present.
Wild animals can have awareness of a sort. They have mindfulness as
they stalk their prey and prepare to attack. Even the predator needs
firm mindfulness to keep hold of the captured prey however defiantly
it struggles to escape death. That is one kind of mindfulness. For
this reason you must be able to distinguish between different kinds
of mindfulness. The Buddha taught to meditate reciting ''Buddho''
as a way to apply the mind. When you consciously apply the mind to
an object, it wakes up. The awareness wakes it up. Once this knowing
has arisen through meditation, you can see the mind clearly. As long
as the mind remains without the awareness of ''Buddho'',
even if there is ordinary worldly mindfulness present, it is as if
unawakened and without insight. It will not lead you to what is truly
beneficial.
Sati or mindfulness depends on the presence of ''Buddho''
- the knowing. It must be a clear knowing, which leads to the mind
becoming brighter and more radiant. The illuminating effect that this
clear knowing has on the mind is similar to the brightening of a light
in a darkened room. As long as the room is pitch black, any objects
placed inside remain difficult to distinguish or else completely obscured
from view because of the lack of light. But as you begin intensifying
the brightness of the light inside, it will penetrate throughout the
whole room, enabling you to see more clearly from moment to moment,
thus allowing you to know more and more the details of any object
inside there.
You could also compare training the mind with teaching a child. It
would be impossible to force a child, who still hadn't learnt to speak,
to accumulate knowledge at an unnaturally fast rate that was beyond
its capability. You couldn't get too tough with it or try teaching
it more language than it could take in at any one time, because the
child would simply be unable to hold its attention on what you were
saying for long enough.
Your mind is similar. Sometimes it's appropriate to give yourself
some praise and encouragement; sometimes it's more appropriate to
be critical. It's like the child: if you scold it too often and are
too intense in the way you deal with it, the child won't progress
in the right way, even though it might be determined to do well. If
you force it too much, the child will be adversely affected, because
it still lacks knowledge and experience and as a result will naturally
lose track of the right way to go. If you do that with your own mind,
it isn't sammā patipadā or the way
of practice that leads to enlightenment. Patipadā
or practice refers to the training and guidance of body, speech and
mind. Here I am specifically referring to the training of the mind.
The Buddha taught that training the mind involves knowing how to teach
yourself and go against the grain of your desires. You have to use
different skilful means to teach your mind because it constantly gets
caught into moods of depression and elation. This is the nature of
the unenlightened mind - it's just like a child. The parents of a
child who hasn't learnt to speak are in a position to teach it because
they know how to speak and their knowledge of the language is greater.
The parents are constantly in a position to see where their child
is lacking in its understanding, because they know more. Training
the mind is like this. When you have the awareness of ''Buddho'',
the mind is wiser and has a more refined level of knowing than normal.
This awareness allows you to see the conditions of the mind and to
see the mind itself; you can see the state of mind in the midst of
all phenomena. This being so, you are naturally able to employ skilful
techniques for training the mind. Whether you are caught into doubt
or any other of the defilements, you see it as a mental phenomenon
that arises in the mind and must be investigated and dealt with in
the mind.
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