All things just as they are display the truth. But we
have biases and preferences about how we want them to be. Lokavidū
means knowing the world clearly. The world is these phenomena (sabhāva)
abiding as they are. To sum it up simply, the world is arom2.
That's an easy way to put it. The world is arom. If we say
''world,'' that's pretty vast. ''Arom are the world''
is a lot simpler. The world is arom. Being deluded by the
world is being deluded by arom; being deluded by arom
is being deluded by the world. Lokavidū, knowing the
world clearly: however the world is, that's what we should know. It
exists according to its conditions. So we should have full, present
awareness of it.
Such as the teaching that we should know sankhāras
for what they are, develop wisdom that knows sankhāras.
Whatever the truth of sankhāras is, however they
really are, that's the truth we should know. That's called wisdom
that accepts and knows without obstacles.
We need to develop a mind that has tranquility as well as wisdom in
control of things together. We talk about sīla, samādhi,
paññā, and about samatha meditation and vipassanā
meditation. But they are really all the same matter. They are the
same, but we divide them into different categories and get confused.
I've often made a simple analogy about it - there are things to compare
it to - which can make it easier to contemplate and understand.
A little mango later becomes a large, ripe mango. Is the little mango
the same piece of fruit as the large one? From the time it's just
a bud flowering on the tree, it's the same one mango. As it grows
into a small mango and then gets bigger and bigger, almost ripe, then
finally ripe, it's only undergoing change.
The aspects of practice we talk about are the same. Sīla
simply means giving up wrongdoing. A person without sīla
is in a hot condition. When someone gives up wrongdoing and evil ways,
that brings coolness. Cool, without harm or ill effects. The blessing
that comes from this freedom from harmful effects is a tranquil mind
- that is samādhi. When the mind is in samādhi,
clean and pure, it will see many things. It's like water that is still
and undisturbed. You can see your face in it. You can see things further
away reflected as well. You can see the roof of the building over
there. If a bird alights on the roof you can see it.
These factors are really all one, just like the one mango. The tiny
fruit is that same one mango. The growing fruit is the same mango.
The ripe fruit is the same mango. From green to yellow, it's the same
mango; it's undergoing change, and that's why we see difference.
Having this kind of simple understanding can put us at ease. Doubts
will diminish. If instead we are relying on texts and seeking detailed
explanations, we are likely to end up in confusion. So we have to
watch our own minds. ''Bhikkhus! You should be watching over your
minds. Those who watch over their minds shall escape the snares of
Māra.'' Both Māra and his snares. And it depends on our
own investigation.
My way of practice was a little strange. After I ordained and started
to practise, I had a lot of doubts and questions. But I didn't like
to ask anyone about them very much. Even when I met Ajahn Mun, I didn't
ask him many questions. I wanted to ask, but I didn't. I sat and listened
to his teaching. I had questions, but I didn't ask. Asking someone
else is like borrowing someone else's knife to cut something. We never
come to have our own knife. That's the way I felt. So I didn't ask
many questions of others. If I stayed with a teacher for a year or
two, I'd listen to his discourses and try to work things out for myself.
I would seek my own answers. I was different from other disciples,
but I was able to develop wisdom; this way made me resourceful and
clever. I didn't become heedless, rather I contemplated things until
I could see for myself, increasing my understanding and removing my
doubts.
My advice is to not let yourself get wrapped up in doubts and questions.
Let them go and directly contemplate whatever you are experiencing.
Any physical pleasure or pain you experience, don't make a big deal
out of it. When you sit in meditation and start to feel tired or uncomfortable,
adjust your position. Endure as much as you can, and then move. Don't
overdo it. Develop a lot of mindfulness - that's the point. Doing
your walking and sitting meditation as much as you can, the aim is
to be developing mindfulness as much as you can, knowing things fully.
That's enough.
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