This practice of ours is not easy. We may know some
things but there is still much that we don't know. For example, when
we hear teachings such as ''know the body, then know the body within
the body''; or ''know the mind, then know the mind within the
mind.'' If we haven't yet practiced these things, then when we hear
them we may feel baffled. The Vinaya2 is like this. In the past I used to be a teacher3, but I was only a ''small teacher,'' not a big one. Why do I
say a ''small teacher''? Because I didn't practice. I taught the
Vinaya but I didn't practice it. This I call a small teacher, an inferior
teacher. I say an ''inferior teacher'' because when it came to
the practice I was deficient. For the most part my practice was a
long way off the theory, just as if I hadn't learned the Vinaya at
all.
However, I would like to state that in practical terms it's impossible
to know the Vinaya completely, because some things, whether we know
them or not, are still offenses. This is tricky. And yet it is stressed
that if we do not yet understand any particular training rule or teaching,
we must study that rule with enthusiasm and respect. If we don't know,
then we should make an effort to learn. If we don't make an effort,
that is in itself an offense.
For example, if you doubt... suppose there is a woman and, not knowing
whether she is a woman or a man, you touch her4. You're not sure, but still go ahead and touch... that's still wrong.
I used to wonder why that should be wrong, but when I considered the
practice, I realized that a meditator must have sati, he
must be circumspect. Whether talking, touching or holding things,
he must first thoroughly consider. The error in this case is that
there is no sati, or insufficient sati, or a lack
of concern at that time.
Take another example: it's only eleven o'clock in the morning but
at the time the sky is cloudy, we can't see the sun, and we have no
clock. Now suppose we estimate that it's probably afternoon... we
really feel that it's afternoon... and yet we proceed to eat something.
We start eating and then the clouds part and we see from the position
of the sun that it's only just past eleven. This is still an offense5. I used to wonder, ''Eh? It's not yet past mid-day, why is this
an offense?''
An offense is incurred here because of negligence, carelessness, we
don't thoroughly consider. There is a lack of restraint. If there
is doubt and we act on the doubt, there is a dukkata6 offense just for acting in the face of the doubt. We think that it
is afternoon when in fact it isn't. The act of eating is not wrong
in itself, but there is an offense here because we are careless and
negligent. If it really is afternoon but we think it isn't, then it's
the heavier pācittiya offense. If we act with doubt,
whether the action is wrong or not, we still incur an offense. If
the action is not wrong in itself it is the lesser offense; if it
is wrong then the heavier offense is incurred. Therefore the Vinaya
can get quite bewildering.
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Footnotes
- ...1
- Given to the assembly of monks after the recitation of the Patimokkha, at Wat Pah Png during the rains retreat of 1980
- ... Vinaya2
- ''Vinaya'' is a generic name given to the code of discipline
of the Buddhist Monastic Order, the rules of the monkhood. Vinaya
literally means ''leading out,'' because maintenance of these
rules ''leads out'' of unskillful actions, and, by extension,
unskillful states of mind; in addition it can be said to ''lead
out'' of the household life, and, by extension, attachment to the
world.
- ... teacher3
- This refers to the Venerable Ajahn's early years in the monkhood,
before he had begun to practice in earnest.
- ... her4
- The second sanghādisesa offense, which deals with
touching a woman with lustful intentions.
- ... offense5
- Referring to pācittiya offense No. 36, for eating food
outside of the allowed time - dawn till noon.
- ...dukkata6
- Dukkata - offenses of ''wrong-doing,'' the lightest
class of offenses in the Vinaya, of which there are a great number;
pārājika - offenses of defeat, of which there
are four, are the most serious, involving expulsion from the Bhikkhu
Sangha.
- ... Mun7
- Venerable Ajahn Mun Bhūridatto, probably the most renowned and
highly respected Meditation Master from the forest tradition in Thailand.
He had many disciples who have been teachers in their own right, of
whom Ajahn Chah is one. Venerable Ajahn Mun died in 1949.
- ...Pubbasikkhā8
- Pubbasikkhā Vannanā
- ''The Elementary Training'' - a Thai Commentary on Dhamma-Vinaya
based on the Pāli Commentaries; Visuddhimagga
- ''The Path to Purity'' - Ācariya Buddhaghosa's exhaustive
commentary on Dhamma-Vinaya.
- ...ottappa9
- Hiri - sense of shame; Ottappa - fear of wrong-doing.
Hiri and ottappa are positive states of mind which
lay a foundation for clear conscience and moral integrity. Their arising
is based on a respect for oneself and for others. Restraint is natural
because of a clear perception of cause and effect.
- ...āpatti10
- Āpatti: the offenses of various classes for a
Buddhist monk.
- ...Mahā11
- Mahā: a title given to monks who have studied Pāli
and completed up to the fourth year or higher.
- ... cloth12
- A ''receiving cloth'' is a cloth used by Thai monks for receiving
things from women, from whom they do not receive things directly.
That Venerable Ajahn Pow lifted his hand from the receiving cloth
indicated that he was not actually receiving the money.
- ... proper13
- There are very precise and detailed regulations governing the ordination
procedure which, if not adhered to, may render the ordination invalid.
- ... away14
- The Vinaya forbids bhikkhus from eating raw meat or fish.
- ... know15
- Although it is an offense for monks to accept money, there are many
who do. Some may accept it while appearing not to, which is probably
how the lay people in this instance saw the Venerable Ajahn's refusal
to accept money, by thinking that he actually would accept it if they
didn't overtly offer it to him, but just slipped it into his bag.
- ...añjalī16
- Añjalī - the traditional way of making greeting or
showing respect, as with an Indian Namaste or the Thai wai.
Sādhu - ''It is well'' - a way of showing appreciation
or agreement.
- ... themselves17
- Another transgression of the precepts, a pācittiya offense.
- ...Navakovāda18
- Navakovāda - a simplified synopsis of elementary Dhamma-Vinaya.
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