KĀMOGHA... the flood of sensuality: sunk
in sights, in sounds, in smells, in tastes, in bodily sensations.
Sunk because we only look at externals, we don't look inwardly. People
don't look at themselves, they only look at others. They can see everybody
else but they can't see themselves. It's not such a difficult thing
to do, but it's just that people don't really try.
For example, look at a beautiful woman. What does that do to you?
As soon as you see the face you see everything else. Do you see it?
Just look within your mind. What is it like to see a woman? As soon
as the eyes see just a little bit the mind sees all the rest. Why
is it so fast?
It's because you are sunk in the ''water.'' You are sunk, you
think about it, fantasize about it, are stuck in it. It's just like
being a slave... somebody else has control over you. When they tell
you to sit you've got to sit, when they tell you to walk you've got
to walk... you can't disobey them because you're their slave. Being
enslaved by the senses is the same. No matter how hard you try you
can't seem to shake it off. And if you expect others to do it for
you, you really get into trouble. You must shake it off for yourself.
Therefore the Buddha left the practice of Dhamma, the transcendence
of suffering, up to us. Take Nibbāna2 for example. The Buddha was thoroughly enlightened, so why didn't
he describe Nibbāna in detail? Why did he only say that we should
practice and find out for ourselves? Why is that? Shouldn't he have
explained what Nibbāna is like?
''The Buddha practiced, developing the perfections over countless
world ages for the sake of all sentient beings, so why didn't he point
out Nibbāna so that they all could see it and go there too?''
Some people think like this. ''If the Buddha really knew he would
tell us. Why should he keep anything hidden?''
Actually this sort of thinking is wrong. We can't see the truth in
that way. We must practice, we must cultivate, in order to see. The
Buddha only pointed out the way to develop wisdom, that's all. He
said that we ourselves must practice. Whoever practices will reach
the goal.
But that path which the Buddha taught goes against our habits. To
be frugal, to be restrained... we don't really like these things,
so we say, ''Show us the way, show us the way to Nibbāna,
so that those who like it easy like us can go there too.'' It's the
same with wisdom. The Buddha can't show you wisdom, it's not something
that can be simply handed around. The Buddha can show the way to develop
wisdom, but whether you develop much or only a little depends on the
individual. Merit and accumulated virtues of people naturally differ.
Just look at a material object, such as the wooden lions in front
of the hall here. People come and look at them and can't seem to agree:
one person says, ''Oh, how beautiful,'' while another says, ''How
revolting!'' It's the one lion, both beautiful and ugly. Just this
is enough to know how things are.
Therefore the realization of Dhamma is sometimes slow, sometimes fast.
The Buddha and his disciples were all alike in that they had to practice
for themselves, but even so they still relied on teachers to advise
them and give them techniques in the practice.
Now, when we listen to Dhamma we may want to listen until all our
doubts are cleared up, but they'll never be cleared up simply by listening.
Doubt is not overcome simply by listening or thinking, we must first
clean out the mind. To clean out the mind means to revise our practice.
No matter how long we were to listen to the teacher talk about the
truth we couldn't know or see that truth just from listening. If we
did it would be only through guesswork or conjecture.
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