Listening to your own heart is really very interesting. This untrained
heart races around following its own untrained habits. It jumps about
excitedly, randomly, because it has never been trained. Therefore
train your heart! Buddhist meditation is about the heart; to develop
the heart or mind, to develop your own heart. This is very, very important.
This training of the heart is the main emphasis. Buddhism is the religion
of the heart. Only this! One who practices to develop the heart is
one who practices Buddhism.
This heart of ours lives in a cage, and what's more, there's a raging
tiger in that cage. If this maverick heart of ours doesn't get what
it wants, it makes trouble. You must discipline it with meditation,
with samādhi. This is called ''Training the Heart''.
At the very beginning, the foundation of practice is the establishment
of moral discipline (sīla). Sīla
is the training of the body and speech. From this arises conflict
and confusion. When you don't let yourself do what you want to do,
there is conflict.
Eat little! Sleep little! Speak little! Whatever it may be of worldly
habit, lessen them, go against their power. Don't just do as you like,
don't indulge in your thought. Stop this slavish following. You must
constantly go against the stream of ignorance. This is called ''discipline''.
When you discipline your heart, it becomes very dissatisfied and begins
to struggle. It becomes restricted and oppressed. When the heart is
prevented from doing what it wants to do, it starts wandering and
struggling. Suffering (dukkha)5 becomes apparent to us.
This dukkha, this suffering, is the first of the four noble
truths. Most people want to get away from it. They don't want to have
any kind of suffering at all. Actually, this suffering is what brings
us wisdom; it makes us contemplate dukkha. Happiness (sukha)
tends to make us close our eyes and ears. It never allows us to develop
patience. Comfort and happiness make us careless. Of these two defilements,
Dukkha is the easiest to see. Therefore we must bring up
suffering in order to put an end to our suffering. We must first know
what dukkha is before we can know how to practice meditation.
In the beginning you have to train your heart like this. You may not
understand what is happening or what the point of it is, but when
the teacher tells you to do something, then you must do it. You will
develop the virtues of patience and endurance. Whatever happens, you
endure, because that is the way it is. For example, when you begin
to practice samādhi you want peace and tranquillity.
But you don't get any. You don't get any because you have never practiced
this way. Your heart says, ''I'll sit until I attain tranquillity''.
But when tranquillity doesn't arise, you suffer. And when there is
suffering, you get up and run away! To practice like this can not
be called ''developing the heart''. It's called ''desertion''.
Instead of indulging in your moods, you train yourself with the Dhamma
of the Buddha. Lazy or diligent, you just keep on practicing. Don't
you think that this is a better way? The other way, the way of following
your moods, will never reach the Dhamma. If you practice the Dhamma,
then whatever the mood may be, you keep on practicing, constantly
practicing. The other way of self-indulgence is not the way of the
Buddha. When we follow our own views on practice, our own opinions
about the Dhamma, we can never see clearly what is right and what
is wrong. We don't know our own heart. We don't know ourselves.
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Footnotes
- ...1
- A talk given to a group of Western Monks from Wat Bovornives, Bangkok, March 1977
- ...,2
- N.B. in this translation heart is used where mind was used in the other translations.
- ... Mun3
- Ajahn Mun: probably the most respected and most influential meditation
master of this century in Thailand. Under his guidance the ascetic
forest tradition (dhutanga kammatthāna)
became a very important tradition in the revival of Buddhist meditation
practice. The vast majority of recently deceased and presently living
great meditation masters of Thailand are either direct disciples of
the Venerable Ajahn or were substantially influenced by his teachings.
Ajahn Mun passed away in November 1949.
- ... Sao4
- Ajahn Sao: Ajahn Mun's teacher.
- ...)5
- Dukkha: refers to the implicit unsatisfactoriness, incompleteness,
imperfection, insecurity of all conditioned phenomena, which, because
they are always changing, are always liable to cause suffering. Dukkha
refers to all forms of unpleasantness from gross bodily pains and
the suffering implicit in old age, sickness and death, to subtle feelings
such as being parted from what we like or associated with what we
dislike, to refined mental states such as dullness, boredom, restlessness,
agitation, etc. This is one of the most misunderstood concepts and
one of the most important for spiritual development.
- ...6
- Dhamma and dhamma: please note the various meanings of the
words ''Dhamma'' (the liberating law discovered and proclaimed
by the Buddha), and ''dhamma'' (any quality, thing, object
of mind and/or any conditioned or unconditioned phenomena). Sometimes
the meanings also overlap.
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