Therefore, to practice following your own teachings is the slowest
way. To practice following the Dhamma is the direct way. Lazy you
practice; diligent you practice. You are aware of time and place.
This is called ''developing the heart''.
If you indulge in following your own views and try to practice accordingly,
then you will start thinking and doubting a lot. You think to yourself,
''I don't have very much merit. I don't have any luck. I've been
practicing meditation for years now and I'm still unenlightened. I
still haven't seen the Dhamma''. To practice with this kind of attitude
can not be called ''developing the heart''. It is called ''developing
disaster''.
If, at this time, you are like this, if you are a meditator who still
doesn't know, who doesn't see, if you haven't renewed yourself yet,
it's because you've been practicing wrongly. You haven't been following
the teachings of the Buddha. The Buddha taught like this: ''Ananda,
practice a lot! Develop your practice constantly! Then all your doubts,
all your uncertainties, will vanish''. These doubts will never vanish
through thinking, nor through theorizing, nor through speculation,
nor through discussion. Nor will doubts disappear by not doing anything.
All defilements will vanish through developing the heart, through
right practice only.
The way of developing the heart as taught by the Buddha is the exact
opposite of the way of the world, because his teachings come from
a pure heart. A pure heart, unattached to defilements, is the Way
of the Buddha and his disciples.
If you practice the Dhamma, you must bow your heart to the Dhamma.
You must not make the Dhamma bow to you. When you practice this way.
suffering arises. There isn't a single person who can escape this
suffering. So when you commence your practice suffering is right there.
The duties of meditators are mindfulness, collectedness and contentment.
These things stop us. They stop the habits of the hearts of those
who have never trained. And why should we bother to do this? If you
don't bother to train your heart, then it remains wild, following
the ways of nature. It's possible to train that nature so that it
can be used to advantage. This is comparable to the example of trees.
If we just left trees in their natural state, then we would never
be able to build a house with them. We couldn't make planks or anything
of use in building a house. However, if a carpenter came along wanting
to build a house, he would go looking for trees such as these. He
would take this raw material and use it to advantage. In a short time
he could have a house built.
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Footnotes
- ...1
- A talk given to a group of Western Monks from Wat Bovornives, Bangkok, March 1977
- ...,2
- N.B. in this translation heart is used where mind was used in the other translations.
- ... Mun3
- Ajahn Mun: probably the most respected and most influential meditation
master of this century in Thailand. Under his guidance the ascetic
forest tradition (dhutanga kammatthāna)
became a very important tradition in the revival of Buddhist meditation
practice. The vast majority of recently deceased and presently living
great meditation masters of Thailand are either direct disciples of
the Venerable Ajahn or were substantially influenced by his teachings.
Ajahn Mun passed away in November 1949.
- ... Sao4
- Ajahn Sao: Ajahn Mun's teacher.
- ...)5
- Dukkha: refers to the implicit unsatisfactoriness, incompleteness,
imperfection, insecurity of all conditioned phenomena, which, because
they are always changing, are always liable to cause suffering. Dukkha
refers to all forms of unpleasantness from gross bodily pains and
the suffering implicit in old age, sickness and death, to subtle feelings
such as being parted from what we like or associated with what we
dislike, to refined mental states such as dullness, boredom, restlessness,
agitation, etc. This is one of the most misunderstood concepts and
one of the most important for spiritual development.
- ...6
- Dhamma and dhamma: please note the various meanings of the
words ''Dhamma'' (the liberating law discovered and proclaimed
by the Buddha), and ''dhamma'' (any quality, thing, object
of mind and/or any conditioned or unconditioned phenomena). Sometimes
the meanings also overlap.
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