When suffering arises it agitates us, we feel ill at ease. What is
the cause of that suffering? It's because we don't know the truth,
this is the cause. When the cause is present, then suffering arises.
Once arisen we don't know how to stop it. The more we try to stop
it, the more it comes on. We say, ''Don't criticize me,'' or ''Don't
blame me''. Trying to stop it like this, suffering really comes on,
it won't stop.
So the Buddha taught that the way leading to the end of suffering
is to make the Dhamma arise as a reality within our own minds. We
become those who witness the Dhamma for themselves. If someone says
we are good we don't get lost in it; they say we are no good and we
don't forget ourselves. This way we can be free. 'Good' and 'evil'
are just worldly dhammas, they are just states of mind. If we follow
them our mind becomes the world, we just grope in the darkness and
don't know the way out.
If it's like this then we have not yet mastered ourselves. We try
to defeat others, but in doing so we only defeat ourselves; but if
we have mastery over ourselves then we have mastery over all-over
all mental formations, sights, sounds, smells, tastes and bodily feelings.
Now I'm talking about externals, they're like that, but the outside
is reflected inside also. Some people only know the outside, they
don't know the inside. Like when we say to 'see the body in the body'.
Having seen the outer body is not enough, we must know the body within
the body. Then, having investigated the mind, we should know the mind
within the mind.
Why should we investigate the body? What is this 'body in the body'?
When we say to know the mind, what is this 'mind'? If we don't know
the mind then we don't know the things within the mind. This is to
be someone who doesn't know suffering, doesn't know the cause, doesn't
know the end and doesn't know the way leading to the end of suffering.
The things which should help to extinguish suffering don't help, because
we get distracted by the things which aggravate it. It's just as if
we have an itch on our head and we scratch our leg! If it's our head
that's itchy then we're obviously not going to get much relief. In
the same way, when suffering arises we don't know how to handle it,
we don't know the practice leading to the end of suffering.
For instance, take this body, this body that each of us has brought
along to this meeting. If we just see the form of the body there's
no way we can escape suffering. Why not? Because we still don't see
the inside of the body, we only see the outside. We only see it as
something beautiful, something substantial. The Buddha said that only
this is not enough. We see the outside with our eyes; a child can
see it, animals can see it, it's not difficult. The outside of the
body is easily seen, but having seen it we stick to it, we don't know
the truth of it. Having seen it we grab onto it and it bites us!
So we should investigate the body within the body. Whatever's in the
body, go ahead and look at it. If we just see the outside it's not
clear. We see hair, nails and so on and they are just pretty things
which entice us, so the Buddha taught to see the inside of the body,
to see the body within the body. What is in the body? Look closely
within! We will find many surprises inside, because even though they
are within us, we've never seen them. Wherever we walk we carry them
with us, sitting in a car we carry them with us, but we still don't
know them at all!
It's as if we visit some relatives at their house and they give us
a present. We take it and put it in our bag and then leave without
opening it to see what is inside. When at last we open it - full
of poisonous snakes! Our body is like this. If we just see the shell
of it we say it's fine and beautiful. We forget ourselves. We forget
impermanence, suffering and not-self. If we look within this body
it's really repulsive.
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