If we look according to reality, without trying to sugar things over,
we'll see that it's really pitiful and wearisome. Dispassion will
arise. This feeling of 'disinterest' is not that we feel aversion
for the world or anything; it's simply our mind clearing up, our mind
letting go. We see things as not substantial or dependable, but that
all things are naturally established just as they are. However we
want them to be, they just go their own way regardless. Whether we
laugh or cry, they simply are the way they are. Things which are unstable
are unstable; things which are not beautiful are not beautiful.
So the Buddha said that when we experience sights, sounds, tastes,
smells, bodily feelings or mental states, we should release them.
When the ear hears sounds, let them go. When the nose smells an odour,
let it go...just leave it at the nose! When bodily feelings arise,
let go of the like or dislike that follow, let them go back to their
birth-place. The same for mental states. All these things, just let
them go their way. This is knowing. Whether it's happiness or unhappiness,
it's all the same. This is called meditation.
Meditation means to make the mind peaceful in order to let wisdom
arise. This requires that we practise with body and mind in order
to see and know the sense impressions of form, sound, taste, smell,
touch and mental formations. To put it shortly, it's just a matter
of happiness and unhappiness. Happiness is pleasant feeling in the
mind, unhappiness is just unpleasant feeling. The Buddha taught to
separate this happiness and unhappiness from the mind. The mind is
that which knows. Feeling2 is the characteristic of happiness or unhappiness, like or dislike.
When the mind indulges in these things we say that it clings to or
takes that happiness and unhappiness to be worthy of holding. That
clinging is an action of mind, that happiness or unhappiness is feeling.
When we say the Buddha told us to separate the mind from the feeling,
he didn't literally mean to throw them to different places. He meant
that the mind must know happiness and know unhappiness. When sitting
in samādhi, for example, and peace fills the mind, then
happiness comes but it doesn't reach us, unhappiness comes but doesn't
reach us. This is to separate the feeling from the mind. We can compare
it to oil and water in a bottle. They don't combine. Even if you try
to mix them, the oil remains oil and the water remains water, because
they are of different density.
The natural state of the mind is neither happiness nor unhappiness.
When feeling enters the mind then happiness or unhappiness is born.
If we have mindfulness then we know pleasant feeling as pleasant feeling.
The mind which knows will not pick it up. Happiness is there but it's
'outside' the mind, not buried within the mind. The mind simply knows
it clearly.
If we separate unhappiness from the mind, does that mean there is
no suffering, that we don't experience it? Yes, we experience it,
but we know mind as mind, feeling as feeling. We don't cling to that
feeling or carry it around. The Buddha separated these things through
knowledge. Did he have suffering? He knew the state of suffering but
he didn't cling to it, so we say that he cut suffering off. And there
was happiness too, but he knew that happiness, if it's not known,
is like a poison. He didn't hold it to be himself. Happiness was there
through knowledge, but it didn't exist in his mind. Thus we say that
he separated happiness and unhappiness from his mind.
When we say that the Buddha and the Enlightened Ones killed defilements,
it's not that they really killed them. If they had killed all defilements
then we probably wouldn't have any! They didn't kill defilements;
when they knew them for what they are, they let them go. Someone who's
stupid will grab them, but the Enlightened Ones knew the defilements
in their own minds as a poison, so they swept them out. They swept
out the things which caused them to suffer, they didn't kill them.
One who doesn't know this will see some things, such as happiness,
as good, and then grab them, but the Buddha just knew them and simply
brushed them away.
But when feeling arises for us we indulge in it, that is, the mind
carries that happiness and unhappiness around. In fact they are two
different things. The activities of mind, pleasant feeling, unpleasant
feeling and so on, are mental impressions, they are the world. If
the mind knows this it can equally do work involving happiness or
unhappiness. Why? Because it knows the truth of these things. Someone
who doesn't know them sees them as having different value, but one
who knows sees them as equal. If you cling to happiness it will be
the birth-place of unhappiness later on, because happiness is unstable,
it changes all the time. When happiness disappears, unhappiness arises.
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