That awareness which we call ''Buddho'' is like
the parents of the child. The parents are the child's teachers in
charge of its training, so it's quite natural that whenever they allow
it to wander freely, simultaneously they must keep one eye on it,
aware of what it's doing and where it's running or crawling to.
Sometimes you can be too clever and have too many good ideas. In the
case of teaching the child, you might think so much about what is
best for the child, that you could reach the point where the more
methods you think up for teaching it, the further away the child moves
from the goals you want it to achieve. The more you try and teach
it, the more distant it becomes, until it actually starts to go astray
and fails to develop in the proper way.
In training the mind, it is crucial to overcome sceptical doubt. Doubt
and uncertainty are powerful obstacles that must be dealt with. Investigation
of the three fetters of personality view (sakkāya-ditthi),
blind attachment to rules and practices (sīlabbata-parāmāsa)
and sceptical doubt (vicikicchā) is the way out of attachment
practised by the Noble Ones (ariya-puggala). But at first
you just understand these defilements from the books - you still
lack insight into how things truly are. Investigating personality
view is the way to go beyond the delusion that identifies the body
as a self. This includes attachment to your own body as a self or
attaching to other people's bodies as solid selves. Sakkāya-ditthi
or personality view refers to this thing you call yourself. It means
attachment to the view that the body is a self. You must investigate
this view until you gain a new understanding and can see the truth
that attachment to the body is defilement and it obstructs the minds
of all human beings from gaining insight into the Dhamma.
For this reason, before anything else the preceptor will instruct
each new candidate for bhikkhu ordination to investigate the five
meditation objects: hair of the head (kesā), hair of
the body (lomā), nails (nakhā), teeth
(dantā) and skin (taco). It is through contemplation
and investigation that you develop insight into personality view.
These objects form the most immediate basis for the attachment that
creates the delusion of personality view. Contemplating them leads
to the direct examination of personality view and provides the means
by which each generation of men and women who take up the instructions
of the preceptor upon entering the community can actually transcend
personality view. But in the beginning you remain deluded, without
insight and hence are unable to penetrate personality view and see
the truth of the way things are. You fail to see the truth because
you still have a firm and unyielding attachment. It's this attachment
that sustains the delusion.
The Buddha taught to transcend delusion. The way to transcend it is
through clearly seeing the body for what it is. With penetrating insight
you must see that the true nature of both your own body and other
people's is essentially the same. There is no fundamental difference
between people's bodies. The body is just the body; it's not a being,
a self, yours or theirs. This clear insight into the true nature of
the body is called kāyānupassanā. A body exists:
you label it and give it a name. Then you attach and cling to it with
the view that it is your body or his or her body. You attach to the
view that the body is permanent and that it is something clean and
pleasant. This attachment goes deep into the mind. This is the way
that the mind clings to the body.
Personality view means that you are still caught into doubt and uncertainty
about the body. Your insight hasn't fully penetrated the delusion
that sees the body as a self. As long as the delusion remains, you
call the body a self or attā and interpret your entire
experience from the viewpoint that there is a solid, enduring entity
which you call the self. You are so completely attached to the conventional
way of viewing the body as a self, that there is no apparent way of
seeing beyond it. But clear understanding according to the truth of
the way things are means you see the body as just that much: the body
is just the body. With insight, you see the body as just that much
and this wisdom counteracts the delusion of the sense of self. This
insight that sees the body as just that much, leads to the destruction
of attachment (upādāna) through the gradual uprooting
and letting go of delusion.
Practise contemplating the body as being just that much, until it
is quite natural to think to yourself: ''Oh, the body is merely
the body. It's just that much.'' Once this way of reflection is established,
as soon as you say to yourself that it's just that much, the mind
lets go. There is letting go of attachment to the body. There is the
insight that sees the body as merely the body. By sustaining this
sense of detachment through continuous seeing of the body as merely
the body, all doubt and uncertainty is gradually uprooted. As you
investigate the body, the more clearly you see it as just the body
rather than a person, a being, a me or a them, the more powerful the
effect on the mind, resulting in the simultaneous removal of doubt
and uncertainty. Blind attachment to rules and practices (sīlabbata-parāmāsa),
which manifests in the mind as blindly fumbling and feeling around
through lack of clarity as to the real purpose of practice, is abandoned
simultaneously because it arises in conjunction with personality view.
You could say that the three fetters of doubt, blind attachment to
rites and practices and personality view are inseparable and even
similes for each other. Once you have seen this relationship clearly,
when one of the three fetters, such as doubt for instance, arises
and you are able to let it go through the cultivation of insight,
the other two fetters are automatically abandoned at the same time.
They are extinguished together. Simultaneously, you let go of personality
view and the blind attachment that is the cause of fumbling and fuzziness
of intention over different practices. You see them each as one part
of your overall attachment to the sense of self, which is to be abandoned.
You must repeatedly investigate the body and break it down into its
component parts. As you see each part as it truly is, the perception
of the body being a solid entity or self is gradually eroded away.
You have to keep putting continuous effort into this investigation
of the truth and can't let up.
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