A further aspect of mental development that leads to clearer and deeper
insight is meditating on an object to calm the mind down. The calm
mind is the mind that is firm and stable in samādhi
(concentration). This can be khanika samādhi
(momentary concentration), upacāra samādhi
(neighbourhood concentration) or appanā samādhi
(absorption). The level of concentration is determined by the refinement
of consciousness from moment to moment as you train the mind to maintain
awareness on a meditation object.
In khanika samādhi (momentary concentration)
the mind unifies for just a short space of time. It calms down in
samādhi, but having gathered together momentarily, immediately
withdraws from that peaceful state. As concentration becomes more
refined in the course of meditation, many similar characteristics
of the tranquil mind are experienced at each level, so each one is
described as a level of samādhi, whether it is khanika,
upacāra or appanā. At each level the mind
is calm, but the depth of the samādhi varies and the
nature of the peaceful mental state experienced differs. On one level
the mind is still subject to movement and can wander, but moves around
within the confines of the concentrated state. It doesn't get caught
into activity that leads to agitation and distraction. Your awareness
might follow a wholesome mental object for a while, before returning
to settle down at a point of stillness where it remains for a period.
You could compare the experience of khanika samādhi
with a physical activity like taking a walk somewhere: you might walk
for a period before stopping for a rest, and having rested start walking
again until it's time to stop for another rest. Even though you interrupt
the journey periodically to stop walking and take rests, each time
remaining completely still, it is only ever a temporary stillness
of the body. After a short space of time you have to start moving
again to continue the journey. This is what happens within the mind
as it experiences such a level of concentration.
If you practise meditation focusing on an object to calm the mind
and reach a level of calm where the mind is firm in samādhi,
but there is still some mental movement occurring, that is known as
upacāra samādhi. In upacāra
samādhi the mind can still move around. This movement
takes place within certain limits, the mind doesn't move beyond them.
The boundaries within which the mind can move are determined by the
firmness and stability of concentration. The experience is as if you
alternate between a state of calm and a certain amount of mental activity.
The mind is calm some of the time and active for the rest. Within
that activity there is still a certain level of calm and concentration
that persists, but the mind is not completely still or immovable.
It is still thinking a little and wandering about. It's like you are
wandering around inside your own home. You wander around within the
limits of your concentration, without losing awareness and moving
outdoors, away from the meditation object. The movement of the mind
stays within the bounds of wholesome (kusala) mental states.
It doesn't get caught into any mental proliferation based on unwholesome
(akusala) mental states. Any thinking remains wholesome.
Once the mind is calm, it necessarily experiences wholesome mental
states from moment to moment. During the time it is concentrated the
mind only experiences wholesome mental states and periodically settles
down to become completely still and one-pointed on its object.
So the mind still experiences some movement, circling around its object.
It can still wander. It might wander around within the confines set
by the level of concentration, but no real harm arises from this movement
because the mind is calm in samādhi. This is how the
development of the mind proceeds in the course of practice.
In appanā samādhi the mind calms down
and is stilled to a level where it is at its most subtle and skilful.
Even if you experience sense impingement from the outside, such as
sounds and physical sensations, it remains external and is unable
to disturb the mind. You might hear a sound, but it won't distract
your concentration. There is the hearing of the sound, but the experience
is as if you don't hear anything. There is awareness of the impingement
but it's as if you are not aware. This is because you let go. The
mind lets go automatically. Concentration is so deep and firm that
you let go of attachment to sense impingement quite naturally. The
mind can absorb into this state for long periods. Having stayed inside
for an appropriate amount of time, it then withdraws. Sometimes, as
you withdraw from such a deep level of concentration, a mental image
of some aspect of your own body can appear. It might be a mental image
displaying an aspect of the unattractive nature of your body that
arises into consciousness. As the mind withdraws from the refined
state, the image of the body appears to emerge and expand from within
the mind. Any aspect of the body could come up as a mental image and
fill up the mind's eye at that point.
Images that come up in this way are extremely clear and unmistakable.
You have to have genuinely experienced very deep tranquility for them
to arise. You see them absolutely clearly, even though your eyes are
closed. If you open your eyes you can't see them, but with eyes shut
and the mind absorbed in samādhi, you can see such images
as clearly as if viewing the object with eyes wide open. You can even
experience a whole train of consciousness where from moment to moment
the mind's awareness is fixed on images expressing the unattractive
nature of the body. The appearance of such images in a calm mind can
become the basis for insight into the impermanent nature of the body,
as well as into its unattractive, unclean and unpleasant nature, or
into the complete lack of any real self or essence within it.
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