Please take my words to contemplate. Whatever form of practice you're
doing, when objects of mind arise, whether internally or externally,
those are called arom. The one who is aware of the arom
is called... well, whatever you want to call it is OK; you can call
it ''mind.'' The arom is one thing, and the one who knows
the arom is another. It's like the eye and the objects it
sees. The eye isn't the objects, and the objects aren't the eye. The
ear hears sounds, but the ear isn't the sound and the sound isn't
the ear. When there is contact between the two, then things happen.
All states of mind, happy or unhappy, are called arom. Whatever
they may be, never mind - we should constantly be reminding ourselves
that ''this is uncertain.''
This is something people don't consider very much, that ''this
is uncertain.'' Just this is the vital factor that will bring about
wisdom. It's really important. In order to cease our coming and going
and come to rest, we only need to say, ''This is uncertain.''
Sometimes we may be distraught over something to the point that tears
are flowing; this is something not certain. When moods of desire or
aversion come to us, we should just remind ourselves of this one thing.
Whether standing, walking, sitting, or lying down, whatever appears
is uncertain. Can't you do this? Keep it up no matter what happens.
Give it a try. You don't need a lot - just this will work. This is
something that brings wisdom.
The way I practise meditation is not very complicated - just this.
This is what it all comes down to: ''it's uncertain.'' Everything
meets at this point.
Don't keep track of the various instances of mental experience. When
you sit there may be various conditions of mind appearing, seeing
and knowing all manner of things, experiencing different states. Don't
be keeping track of them3, and don't get wrapped up in them. You only need to remind yourself
that they're uncertain. That's enough. That's easy to do. It's simple.
Then you can stop. Knowledge will come, but then don't make too much
out of that or get attached to it.
Real investigation, investigation in the correct way, doesn't involve
thinking. As soon as something contacts the eye, ear, nose, tongue,
or body, it immediately takes place of its own. You don't have to
pick up anything to look at - things just present themselves and
investigation happens of its own. We talk about vitakka,
''initial thought.'' It means raising something up. What is vicāra,
''discursive thought''? It's investigation, seeing the planes
of existence (bhūmi) that appear.
In the final analysis, the way of the Buddha flourishes through impermanence.
It is always timely and relevant, whether in the time of the Buddha,
in other times past, in the present age, or in the future. At all
times, it is impermanence that rules. This is something you should
meditate on.
The true and correct words of the sages will not lack mention of impermanence.
This is the truth. If there is no mention of impermanence, it is not
the speech of the wise. It is not the speech of the Buddha or the
ariyas; it's called speech that does not accept the truth
of existence.
All things have need of a way of release. Contemplation is not a matter
of holding on and sticking to things. It's a matter of releasing.
A mind that can't release phenomena is in a state of intoxication.
In practice, it's important not to be intoxicated. When practice really
seems to be good, don't be intoxicated by that good. If you're intoxicated
by it, it becomes something harmful, and your practice is no longer
correct. We do our best, but it's important not to become drunk on
our efforts, otherwise we are out of harmony with Dhamma. This is
the Buddha's advice. Even the good is not something to get intoxicated
by. Be aware of this when it happens.
A dam needs a sluiceway so that the water can run off. It's the same
for us in practice. Using will power to push ourselves and control
the mind is something we can do at times, but don't get drunk on it.
We want to be teaching the mind, not merely controlling it, so that
it becomes aware. Too much forcing will make you crazy. What's vital
is to keep on increasing awareness and sensitivity. Our path is like
this. There are many points for comparison. We could talk about construction
work and bring it back to the way of training the mind.
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