The Vinaya, then, can be difficult. You have to be content with little,
aloof. You must see, and see right. Once, when I was traveling through
Saraburi, my group went to stay in a village temple for a while. The
Abbot there had about the same seniority as myself. In the morning,
we would all go on almsround together, then come back to the monastery
and put down our bowls. Presently the lay people would bring dishes
of food into the hall and set them down. Then the monks would go and
pick them up, open them and lay them in a line to be formally offered.
One monk would put his hand on the dish at the other end. And that
was it! With that the monks would bring them over and distribute them
to be eaten.
He lifted his hands in añjalī16, ''Sādhu! Excellent! I've never yet seen a monk
who keeps the minor rules in Saraburi. There aren't any to be found
these days. If there still are such monks they must live outside of
Saraburi. May I commend you. I have no objections at all, that's very
good.''
The next morning when we came back from almsround not one of the monks
would go near those dishes. The lay people themselves sorted them
out and offered them, because they were afraid the monks wouldn't
eat. From that day onwards the monks and novices there seemed really
on edge, so I tried to explain things to them, to put their minds
at rest. I think they were afraid of us, they just went into their
rooms and closed themselves in in silence.
For two or three days I tried to make them feel at ease because they
were so ashamed, I really had nothing against them. I didn't say things
like ''There's not enough food,'' or ''Bring 'this' or 'that'
food.'' Why not? Because I had fasted before, sometimes for seven
or eight days. Here I had plain rice, I knew I wouldn't die. Where
I got my strength from was the practice, from having studied and practiced
accordingly.
I took the Buddha as my example. Wherever I went, whatever others
did, I wouldn't involve myself. I devoted myself solely to the practice,
because I cared for myself, I cared for the practice.
Those who don't keep the Vinaya or practice meditation and those who
do practice can't live together, they must go separate ways. I didn't
understand this myself in the past. As a teacher I taught others but
I didn't practice. This is really bad. When I looked deeply into it,
my practice and my knowledge were as far apart as earth and sky.
Therefore, those who want to go and set up meditation centers in the
forest... don't do it. If you don't yet really know, don't bother
trying, you'll only make a mess of it. Some monks think that going
to live in the forest they will find peace, but they still don't understand
the essentials of practice. They cut grass for themselves17, do everything themselves... Those who really know the practice aren't
interested in places like this, they won't prosper. Doing it like
that won't lead to progress. No matter how peaceful the forest may
be you can't progress if you do it wrong.
They see the forest monks living in the forest and go to live in the
forest like them, but it's not the same. The robes are not the same,
eating habits are not the same, everything is different. Namely, they
don't train themselves, they don't practice. The place is wasted,
it doesn't really work. If it does work, it does so only as a venue
for showing off or publicizing, just like a medicine show. It goes
no further than that. Those who have only practiced a little and then
go to teach others are not yet ripe, they don't really understand.
In a short time they give up and it falls apart. It just brings trouble.
So we must study somewhat, look at the Navakovāda18, what does it say? Study it, memorize it, until you understand. From
time to time ask your teacher concerning the finer points, he will
explain them. Study like this until you really understand the Vinaya.
About five monks were traveling with me at the time, but not one of
us would touch that food. On almsround all we received was plain rice,
so we sat with them and ate plain rice, none of us would dare eat
the food from those dishes.
This went on for quite a few days, until I began to sense that the
Abbot was disturbed by our behavior. One of his monks had probably
gone to him and said, ''Those visiting monks won't eat any of the
food. I don't know what they're up to.''
I had to stay there for a few days more, so I went to the Abbot to
explain.
I said, ''Venerable Sir, may I have a moment please? At this time
I have some business which means I must call on your hospitality for
some days, but in doing so I'm afraid there may be one or two things
which you and your fellow monks find puzzling: namely, concerning
our not eating the food which has been offered by the lay people.
I'd like to clarify this with you, sir. It's really nothing, it's
just that I've learned to practice like this... that is, the receiving
of the offerings, sir. When the lay people lay the food down and then
the monks go and open the dishes, sort them out and then have them
formally offered... this is wrong. It's a dukkata offense.
Specifically, to handle or touch food which hasn't yet been formally
offered into a monk's hands, 'ruins' that food. According to the Vinaya,
any monk who eats that food incurs an offense.
''It's simply this one point, sir. It's not that I'm criticizing
anybody, or that I'm trying to force you or your monks to stop practicing
like this... not at all. I just wanted to let you know of my good
intentions, because it will be necessary for me to stay here for a
few more days.''
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Footnotes
- ...1
- Given to the assembly of monks after the recitation of the Patimokkha, at Wat Pah Png during the rains retreat of 1980
- ... Vinaya2
- ''Vinaya'' is a generic name given to the code of discipline
of the Buddhist Monastic Order, the rules of the monkhood. Vinaya
literally means ''leading out,'' because maintenance of these
rules ''leads out'' of unskillful actions, and, by extension,
unskillful states of mind; in addition it can be said to ''lead
out'' of the household life, and, by extension, attachment to the
world.
- ... teacher3
- This refers to the Venerable Ajahn's early years in the monkhood,
before he had begun to practice in earnest.
- ... her4
- The second sanghādisesa offense, which deals with
touching a woman with lustful intentions.
- ... offense5
- Referring to pācittiya offense No. 36, for eating food
outside of the allowed time - dawn till noon.
- ...dukkata6
- Dukkata - offenses of ''wrong-doing,'' the lightest
class of offenses in the Vinaya, of which there are a great number;
pārājika - offenses of defeat, of which there
are four, are the most serious, involving expulsion from the Bhikkhu
Sangha.
- ... Mun7
- Venerable Ajahn Mun Bhūridatto, probably the most renowned and
highly respected Meditation Master from the forest tradition in Thailand.
He had many disciples who have been teachers in their own right, of
whom Ajahn Chah is one. Venerable Ajahn Mun died in 1949.
- ...Pubbasikkhā8
- Pubbasikkhā Vannanā
- ''The Elementary Training'' - a Thai Commentary on Dhamma-Vinaya
based on the Pāli Commentaries; Visuddhimagga
- ''The Path to Purity'' - Ācariya Buddhaghosa's exhaustive
commentary on Dhamma-Vinaya.
- ...ottappa9
- Hiri - sense of shame; Ottappa - fear of wrong-doing.
Hiri and ottappa are positive states of mind which
lay a foundation for clear conscience and moral integrity. Their arising
is based on a respect for oneself and for others. Restraint is natural
because of a clear perception of cause and effect.
- ...āpatti10
- Āpatti: the offenses of various classes for a
Buddhist monk.
- ...Mahā11
- Mahā: a title given to monks who have studied Pāli
and completed up to the fourth year or higher.
- ... cloth12
- A ''receiving cloth'' is a cloth used by Thai monks for receiving
things from women, from whom they do not receive things directly.
That Venerable Ajahn Pow lifted his hand from the receiving cloth
indicated that he was not actually receiving the money.
- ... proper13
- There are very precise and detailed regulations governing the ordination
procedure which, if not adhered to, may render the ordination invalid.
- ... away14
- The Vinaya forbids bhikkhus from eating raw meat or fish.
- ... know15
- Although it is an offense for monks to accept money, there are many
who do. Some may accept it while appearing not to, which is probably
how the lay people in this instance saw the Venerable Ajahn's refusal
to accept money, by thinking that he actually would accept it if they
didn't overtly offer it to him, but just slipped it into his bag.
- ...añjalī16
- Añjalī - the traditional way of making greeting or
showing respect, as with an Indian Namaste or the Thai wai.
Sādhu - ''It is well'' - a way of showing appreciation
or agreement.
- ... themselves17
- Another transgression of the precepts, a pācittiya offense.
- ...Navakovāda18
- Navakovāda - a simplified synopsis of elementary Dhamma-Vinaya.
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