But people can't seem to do it. Every year, as the end of the Rains
Retreat approaches, it gets worse and worse. Some of the monks have
reached the limit of their endurance, the ''end of their tether.''
The closer we get to the end of the Rains the worse they get, they
have no consistency in their practice. I speak about this every year
and yet people can't seem to remember it. We establish a certain standard
and in not even a year it's fallen apart. Almost finished the Retreat
and it starts - the chatter, the socializing and everything else.
It all goes to pieces. This is how it tends to be.
Those who are really interested in the practice should consider why
this is so. It's because people don't see the adverse results of these
things.
When we are accepted into the Buddhist monkhood we live simply. And
yet some of them disrobe to go to the front, where the bullets fly
past them every day - they prefer it like that. They really want
to go. Danger surrounds them on all sides and yet they're prepared
to go. Why don't they see the danger? They're prepared to die by the
gun but nobody wants to die developing virtue. Just seeing this is
enough... it's because they're slaves, nothing else. See this much
and you know what it's all about. People don't see the danger.
This is really amazing, isn't it? You'd think they could see it but
they can't. If they can't see it even then, then there's no way they
can get out. They're determined to whirl around in samsāra.
This is how things are. Just talking about simple things like this
we can begin to understand.
If you were to ask them, ''Why were you born?'' they'd probably
have a lot of trouble answering, because they can't see it. They're
sunk in the world of the senses and sunk in becoming (bhava)3. Bhava is the sphere of birth, our birthplace. To put it
simply, where are beings born from? Bhava is the preliminary
condition for birth. Wherever birth takes place, that's bhava.
For example, suppose we had an orchard of apple trees that we were
particularly fond of. That's a bhava for us if we don't reflect
with wisdom. How so? Suppose our orchard contained a hundred or a
thousand apple trees... it doesn't really matter what kind of trees
they are, just so long as we consider them to be ''our own'' trees...
then we are going to be ''born'' as a ''worm'' in every single
one of those trees. We bore into every one, even though our human
body is still back there in the house, we send out ''tentacles''
into every one of those trees.
Now, how do we know that it's a bhava? It's a bhava
(sphere of existence) because of our clinging to the idea that those
trees are our own, that that orchard is our own. If someone were to
take an ax and cut one of the trees down, the owner over there in
the house ''dies'' along with the tree. He gets furious, and has
to go and set things right, to fight and maybe even kill over it.
That quarreling is the ''birth.'' The ''sphere of birth''
is the orchard of trees that we cling to as our own. We are ''born''
right at the point where we consider them to be our own, born from
that bhava. Even if we had a thousand apple trees, if someone
were to cut down just one it'd be like cutting the owner down.
Whatever we cling to we are born right there, we exist right there.
We are born as soon as we ''know.'' This is knowing through not-knowing:
we know that someone has cut down one of our trees. But we don't know
that those trees are not really ours. This is called ''knowing
through not-knowing.'' We are bound to be born into that bhava.
Vatta, the wheel of conditioned existence,
operates like this. People cling to bhava, they depend on
bhava. If they cherish bhava, this is birth. And
if they fall into suffering over that same thing, this is also a birth.
As long as we can't let go we are stuck in the rut of samsāra,
spinning around like a wheel. Look into this, contemplate it. Whatever
we cling to as being us or ours, that is a place for birth.
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