Have you ever noticed the dogs in the monastery ground here? There
are packs of them. They run around biting each other, some of them
even getting maimed. In another month or so they'll be at it. As soon
as one of the smaller ones gets into the pack the bigger ones are
at him... out he comes yelping, dragging his leg behind him. But when
the pack runs on he hobbles on after it. He's only a little one, but
he thinks he'll get his chance one day. They bite his leg for him
and that's all he gets for his trouble. For the whole of the mating
season he may not even get one chance. You can see this for yourself
in the monastery here.
These dogs when they run around howling in packs... I figure if they
were humans they'd be singing songs! They think it's such great fun
they're singing songs, but they don't have a clue what it is that
makes them do it, they just blindly follow their instincts.
Think about this carefully. If you really want to practice you should
understand your feelings. For example, among the monks, novices or
lay people, who should you socialize with? If you associate with people
who talk a lot they induce you to talk a lot also. Your own share
is already enough, theirs is even more... put them together and they
explode!
People like to socialize with those who chatter a lot and talk of
frivolous things. They can sit and listen to that for hours. When
it comes to listening to Dhamma, talking about practice, there isn't
much of it to be heard. Like when giving a Dhamma talk: as soon as
I start off... 'Namo Tassa Bhagavato'5 ... they're all sleepy already. They don't take in the talk at all.
When I reach the ''Evam'' they all open their eyes
and wake up. Every time there's a Dhamma talk people fall asleep.
How are they going to get any benefit from it?
Real Dhamma cultivators will come away from a talk feeling inspired
and uplifted, they learn something. Every six or seven days the teacher
gives another talk, constantly boosting the practice.
This is your chance, now that you are ordained. There's only this
one chance, so take a close look. Look at things and consider which
path you will choose. You are independent now. Where are you going
to go from here? You are standing at the crossroads between the worldly
way and the Dhamma way. Which way will you choose? You can take either
way, this is the time to decide. The choice is yours to make. If you
are to be liberated it is at this point.
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