The cultivators of old saw their minds in this way. There is
only
arising and ceasing. There is no abiding entity. They contemplated
from all angles and saw that there was nothing much to this mind,
nothing is stable. There is only arising and ceasing, ceasing and
arising, nothing is of any lasting substance. While walking or sitting
they saw things in this way. Wherever they looked there was only
suffering,
that's all. It's just like a big iron ball which has just been blasted
in a furnace. It's hot all over. If you touch the top it's hot, touch
the sides and they're hot - it's hot all over. There isn't any place
on it which is cool.
Now if we don't consider these things we know nothing about
them.
We must see clearly. Don't get ''born'' into things, don't fall
into birth. Know the workings of birth. Such thoughts as, ''Oh,
I can't stand that person, he does everything wrongly,'' will no
longer arise. Or, ''I really like so and so...'', these things
don't arise. There remain merely the conventional worldly standards
of like and dislike, but one's speech is one way, one's mind another.
They are separate things. We must use the conventions of the world
to communicate with each other, but inwardly we must be empty. The
mind is above those things. We must bring the mind to transcendence
like this. This is the abiding of the Noble Ones. We must all aim
for this and practice accordingly. Don't get caught up in doubts.
Before I started to practice, I thought to myself, ''The
Buddhist
religion is here, available for all, and yet why do only some people
practice while others don't? Or if they do practice, they do so only
for a short while and then give up. Or again those who don't give
it up still don't knuckle down and do the practice. Why is this?''
So I resolved to myself, ''Okay... I'll give up this body and mind
for this lifetime and try to follow the teaching of the Buddha down
to the last detail. I'll reach understanding in this very lifetime...
because if I don't I'll still be sunk in suffering. I'll let go of
everything else and make a determined effort, no matter how much
difficulty
or suffering I have to endure, I'll persevere. If I don't do it I'll
just keep on doubting.''
Thinking like this I got down to practice. No matter how much
happiness,
suffering or difficulty I had to endure I would do it. I looked on
my whole life as if it was only one day and a night. I gave it up.
''I'll follow the teaching of the Buddha, I'll follow the Dhamma
to understanding - why is this world of delusion so wretched?''
I wanted to know, I wanted to master the teaching, so I turned to
the practice of Dhamma.
How much of the worldly life do we monastics renounce? If we
have
gone forth for good then it means we renounce it all, there's nothing
we don't renounce. All the things of the world that people enjoy are
cast off: sights, sounds, smells, tastes and feelings... we throw
them all away. And yet we experience them. So Dhamma practicers must
be content with little and remain detached. Whether in regard to
speech,
in eating or whatever, we must be easily satisfied: eat simply, sleep
simply, live simply. Just like they say, ''an ordinary person,''
one who lives simply. The more you practice the more you will be able
to take satisfaction in your practice. You will see into your own
heart.
The Dhamma is paccattam, you must know it
for yourself.
To know for yourself means to practice for yourself. You can depend
on a teacher only fifty percent of the way. Even the teaching I have
given you today is completely useless in itself, even if it is worth
hearing. But if you were to believe it all just because I said so
you wouldn't be using the teaching properly.
If you believed me completely then you'd be foolish. To hear
the teaching,
see its benefit, put it into practice for yourself, see it within
yourself, do it yourself... this is much more useful. You will then
know the taste of Dhamma for yourself.
This is why the Buddha didn't talk about the fruits of the
practice
in much detail, because it's something one can't convey in words.
It would be like trying to describe different colors to a person blind
from birth, ''Oh, it's so white,'' or ''it's bright yellow,''
for instance. You couldn't convey those colors to them. You could
try but it wouldn't serve much purpose.
The Buddha brings it back down to the individual - see clearly
for
yourself. If you see clearly for yourself you will have clear proof
within yourself. Whether standing, walking, sitting or reclining you
will be free of doubt. Even if someone were to say, ''Your practice
isn't right, it's all wrong'', still you would be unmoved, because
you have your own proof.
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Footnotes
- ...1
- Given to the assembly of monks after the recitation of the
Patimokkha, at Wat Pah Pong during the rains retreat, 1978
- ...sāmaneras2
- Novices.
- ...dhammas3
- The word dhamma can be used in
different ways. In this talk,
the Venerable Ajahn refers to Dhamma - the teachings of the Buddha;
to dhammas - ''things''; and to Dhamma - the
experience
of transcendent ''Truth.''
- ...Sāriputta4
- At that time Sāriputta had his first insight into the
Dhamma,
attaining sotāpatti, or
''stream-entry.''
- ... sense5
- That is, nibbidā, disinterest in the
lures of the sensual
world.
- ...cca....6
- The truth of suffering, the truth of its cause, the truth
of its cessation
and the truth of the way (leading to the cessation of suffering):
The Four Noble Truths.
- ...uposatha7
- Observance days, held roughly every fortnight, on which
monks confess
their offenses and recite the disciplinary precepts, the pātimokkha.
- ... wood8
- The heartwood from the jackfruit tree is boiled down and
the resulting
color used both to dye and to wash the robes of the forest monks.
- ... factors9
- Bojjhanga - the Seven Factors of
Enlightenment: sati,
recollection; dhamma-vicaya, inquiry into dhammas;
viriya, effort; pīti, joy; passaddhi,
peace; samādhi, concentration;
and upekkhā,
equanimity.
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