Now revering the Buddha is the same. Revering the Buddha by merely
reciting Pāli phrases as a ceremony in the mornings
and evenings is comparable to defining the word ''bhikkhu''
as ''one who asks.'' If we incline towards annicam,
dukkham and anattā7 whenever the eye sees form, the ear hears sound, the nose smells
an odor, the tongue tastes a flavor, the body experiences sensation
or the mind cognizes mental impressions, at all times, this is comparable
to defining the word ''bhikkhu'' as ''one who sees
the danger of samsāra.'' It's so much more profound,
cuts through so many things. If we understand this teaching we will
grow in wisdom and understanding.
This is called patipadā. Develop this attitude
in the practice and you will be on the right path. If you think and
reflect in this way, even though you may be far from your teacher
you will still be close to him. If you live close to the teacher physically
but your mind has not yet met him you will spend your time either
looking for his faults or adulating him. If he does something which
suits you, you say he's no good - and that's as far as your practice
goes. You won't achieve anything by wasting your time looking at someone
else. But if you understand this teaching you can become a Noble One
in the present moment.
That's why this year8 I've distanced myself from my disciples, both old and new, and not
given much teaching: so that you can all look into things for yourselves
as much as possible. For the newer monks I've already laid down the
schedule and rules of the monastery, such as: ''Don't talk too
much.'' Don't transgress the existing standards, the path to realization,
fruition and Nibbāna. Anyone who transgresses these standards
is not a real practicer, not one who has a pure intention to practice.
What can such a person ever hope to see? Even if he slept near me
every day he wouldn't see me. Even if he slept near the Buddha he
wouldn't see the Buddha, if he didn't practice.
So knowing the Dhamma or seeing the Dhamma depends on practice. Have
confidence, purify your own heart. If all the monks in this monastery
put awareness into their respective minds we wouldn't have to reprimand
or praise anybody. We wouldn't have to be suspicious of or favor anybody.
If anger or dislike arise just leave them at the mind, but see them
clearly!
Keep on looking at those things. As long as there is still something
there it means we still have to dig and grind away right there. Some
say, ''I can't cut it, I can't do it'' - if we start saying things
like this there will only be a bunch of punks here, because nobody
cuts at their own defilements.
You must try. If you can't yet cut it, dig in deeper. Dig at the defilements,
uproot them. Dig them out even if they seem hard and fast. The Dhamma
is not something to be reached by following your desires. Your mind
may be one way, the truth another. You must watch up front and keep
a lookout behind as well. That's why I say, ''It's all uncertain,
all transient.''
This truth of uncertainty, this short and simple truth, at the same
time so profound and faultless, people tend to ignore. They tend to
see things differently. Don't cling to goodness, don't cling to badness.
These are attributes of the world. We are practicing to be free of
the world, so bring these things to an end. The Buddha taught to lay
them down, to give them up, because they only cause suffering.
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Footnotes
- ...1
- An informal talk given at Ajahn Chah's kuti, to some monks and novices one evening in 1980
- ...pātimokkha2
- The central body of the monastic code, which is recited fortnightly
in the Pāli language.
- ... angels3
- Devaputta Māra - the Māra, or
Tempter, which appears in a seemingly benevolent form.
- ...khandhas4
- The five khandhas: Form (rūpa), feeling (vedanā),
perception (saññā), conceptualization or mental formations
(sankhārā) and sense-consciousness (viññāna).
These comprise the psycho-physical experience known as the ''self''.
- ...anāgāmı5
- Anāgāmī (non-returner): The third ''level''
of enlightenment, which is reached on the abandonment of the five
''lower fetters'' (of a total of ten) which bind the mind to worldly
existence. The first two ''levels'' are sotāpanna
(''stream-enterer'') and sakadāgāmī (''once-returner''),
the last being arahant (''worthy or accomplished one'').
- ... asks6
- That is, one who lives dependent on the generosity of others.
- ...anattā7
- Transience, imperfection, and ownerlessness.
- ... year8
- 2522 of the Buddhist Era, or 1979 CE.
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